When Emotions Are Raging

Oh boy did my emotions get the best of me recently. It's like that sometimes. I wish that I could tell you that I float around on clouds feeling super good about myself and mankind all the live-long-day, every single day, but that would be a blatant lie. The truth is that somedays are good and somedays need to be repeated because I made so many errors. In other words, on somedays, I make an "A" and on other days, I just plain flunk. I recently had a failing grade kind of day.


You see, I consider myself a rather direct person. In fact, I am actually very direct. I don't find it useful to beat around the bushes. So, when I found out some rather disturbing news, I knew how I wanted to handle the situation. The problem is, I couldn't really go about it that way. The "flesh" response was the rip back the cover - and by rip, I do mean rip...not peel...nothing ginger about it ... just plain rip it back. But, wisdom stepped in - PTL.  I had to spend a few teeth-grinding moments estimating what a godly response would look like. 

And guess what? I still wanted to rip back the covers! Y'all need to pray for me! Mercy! Lord, please have mercy on me! It's that cry for help that led me to really look at Psalm 51. Now, this is the psalm where David is confronted with his sin. Nathan dropped some knowledge on him that he didn't want to hear earlier. You know David's first response wasn't the right one. I know you know because you are a Bible Scholar! Get it! Oh yea, back on topic, David's response recorded in Psalm 51 - ahhhh, that's the ticket! 

So, I find myself in the same situation - well, not exactly the same. I've not been in the whole supposed to be somewhere, got caught up watching somebody bathe, now time to hide my sin type of thing. Instead, I was caught up in responding negatively the first time I heard the news and then having to get it right the second time. The first time, I flunked. Ahhhh, but the second time, I am passing. Don't know if it's an "A" just yet, but I'm working on it. 

I can work on it because I read and prayed through Psalm 51. Read it for yourself and if you are so inclined, let me know what you think. You can reach via comment section at the end of this post, FBF - you know what to do and Subscribers, feel free to keep sending me those great emails! Oh how I love to hear from you guys! You encourage me! Thank you. 

Okay, enough. I don't want to dilute or distract. Check out Psalm 51 - and have a great weekend!





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Pray for Our Soldiers

The day that I had been dreading finally came. Some time has elasped so now I can say that my godson's mother has deployed.

She is an honorable soldier serving our nation. Of course, it has been her choice to serve. There has not been a draft. No one forced her into serving our country in this manner. But life does happen. And as a result of life taking its normal course, she deployed leaving behind my godson. He is two years old and will spend at least a year without the touch of his mother.

My heart aches for the little fella. I know that he will be looking for his Mommie. I know he will. But my heart also goes out to such a fine soldier. Not once has she complained or moaned about this deployment. Not once has she cried to me on the telephone - although I know she has shred a tear or two. I cry nearly every time the little guy leaves my house - especially the last time when he didn't want to leave because he was having such a good time. She has a strength uncommon to many. And for that, I admire her. I wrote about her before - she really is Army strong.

So, all I can do now is to pray for her, along with the rest of the honorable men and women in uniform who serve this country. I give my prayer support to them for not complaining, not backing down and not giving in and giving up. Of the soldiers I have the privilege to call friends, all of them are of noble character. Strong in a way that we civilians don't have to be; well, at least not yet.

Yet because I know the pull of the heart and the wild swings it can take, when my friends call to let me know that they are deploying, then I also let them know exactly how I will be praying. She knows how I will be praying. She knows that I will be praying. And I wonder if you would join with me too. Would you join me in praying for our troops who are fighting down range, away from family and loved ones for extensive periods of time. Would you pray that God will protect them, comfort them and keep them. Pray that they keep their emotions in check so that they can stay focused on each and every mission. Pray that God's mighty hand will deliver them back to us, healthy and whole. Pray that God would bless our soldiers and may God continue to bless America.


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140 Days of Prayer

I've joined with Dr. Charles Stanley and InTouch Ministries for their 140 days of prayer for the United States of America. It is quite timely, starting today, the day after we celebrated Independence Day for our country.

So many times, we like to look at what is happening and talk about how bad it is but then we fail to act on it. I was recently engaged in messaging which discussed the vampire movie series that is all the talk on the news. Everybody talked about how this shouldn't be the news (and I agree) but few if any talked about how desperate this nation is for a change in the tide.

Initially, I was afraid of the commitment to this type of prayer. But our country needs it. It's not as if I'm not praying anyway, so therefore, what will it hurt to add the country that I love to the prayer list? Say what you will about our government, rules, regulations, politicians, celebrities or what have you, having spent so much time in the air traveling to this place and the next, from where I sit, the US is the best. So, let's make a concerted effort to stop talking about how bad things are and start praying that God change the tide of this nation.

For more information on Dr. Charles Stanley and the InTouch Ministries 140 days of prayer movement, click here.


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